Tsiyon Messianic Community

Hello brothers and sisters,

I've been praying for and ministering to my wife for some time.  She is having difficulty dealing with the loss of her mother.  Her mom died after nearly 2 years battling cancer.  She was alive long enough to see her very first grand daughter.  Kendall was 10 months old when her Grandmother died.  It was a very sad thing.  When the cancer reached her brain, it was inoperable, and was a very painful wasting disease...

Kristen is dealing with some very bitter feelings and is wrestling with some heavy issues.  The weight of the world is on her shoulders and she refuses to let it go.  I try to give her loving words from the Father, but she has a very hard heart right now.

Please pray that YHWH will take the burden off her and open her heart to receive the Fathers love.

Thanks you,
~vince

Vince,

We will lift up Kristen in prayer along with you, brother.   

May HIS love, comfort, and shalom surround your home and all who are within it!

Thank you both Dawn and Nancy. And Thank you Tim for calling me today.

Whenever I pray I don't usually visualize anything. It's when I read the scriptures, or have Gods word spoken to me that I get visions. But I'm going to try this Nancy. It sounds powerful this prayer you do.  I know we all have our strengths, I've experienced answered prayers many times but not in the manner you speak.

I'll do this tonight and report back what I experience.

YHWH has a way of moving His Spirit on me lately that I believe edifies His people that get close to me.  So Dawn, Nancy & Tim, if I experience anything like what I have this past couple weeks, you will experience something too.

Thank you brothers and sisters,

Shalom,
~vince

I tried last night and again this morning...

Nancy you have a very special gift. I was not able to pray as you do, not for lack of trying...
So I am very thankful to have you praying for me and my wife.
With a gift such as yours, I'm certain YHWH will break down the walls my wife has built up.

You really should know Nancy that is a very special gift you have.
And I thank you again for keeping us in your prayers.

Shalom
~vince

Shalom bro Vince!

We shall pray against whatever is causing the 'bitterness' that's in your wife at present.
Do give her time/space to recover from the 'shock' of her mother's departure.
Show her comfort and love,  and don't even try to console her!
Let her be for the time being; she will get over it in her time.
It took me over two years, to put my godma's departure, to the back of my mind;
she was a mother to me, while my true mother was lost in such bitterness, passing
away from liver cancer (that speaks of toxicity the liver could not process), probably
bitterness is toxic!
Yet YHWH's mercies towards us is great, my mother was the last in the household to invite
Yahshua into her life before she left this world at 55; my Dad was  from a staunch believing
household.
All we need to do is wait upon YHWH to have HIS divine purposes come to pass in Kristen's
life, as we walk fearfully/humbly in HIS paths; writing as family here!
And you are doing great!
Thank you for the beautiful, fantastic new website-we can't wait to see it being started! 
And having our Weekly Meetings there. Look forward to that, no pressure on you though. 

Amein to Dawn's prayer! We're with you all the way!!

Thank you Ester.

"..and don't even try to console her!"
I already made that mistake...

Thank you again for the kind words.

~vince

I have an update.

Tonight Kristen and I had a long talk which went over 3 hours.
It started off by talking about current news events, which were fairly dismal to say the least.  She asked those hard questions, "Why does God let that happen?"
One of those news events was some 21 year old kid tossed a 20 month old baby out of a car window onto the expressway.

How do you answer something like that?

There's so much darkness and evil in a persons heart.  No matter how you look at it, that's just plain evil.  I have two young children and I cant fathom the mindset in order to make that decision.  Only that a person has invited so much evil into their lives that they have a utter wickedness in their very soul.

Those were not very comforting words for her.

But as we talked about these things I kept telling her that God does have a plan and He's working on His plan even now.  Even while there is so much evil and hatred in the world.  I gave her some prophecies Yeshua spoke concerning our generation and she was very receptive.  She has always been willing to follow me in Spiritual matters.  Before she married me, she didn't know the Lord.  So, baby steps right?

So the point I'm getting to, she finally conceded on Christmas and Easter!  Prayer works people.

I told her those were traditions handed down for centuries.  Traditions that honor God not.

Now the problem is, how do we raise our kids, they will feel like misfits in this world.  She didn't like my answer, "We're supposed to be misfits."

So the question to you all is, What do you do in place of or do different during those traditional holidays?

Now, as a family we can observe the Passover.  She understands the meaning of it now.  I've been a silent observer these past couple years... No more!

Prayer works.

Shalom brothers and sisters,
~vince